My therapist called you a learning experience 180 an hour, that's all that he mentions Missing you's getting fucking expensive It's been ten months now There really ain't too much I've figured out There was just something about being wanted By someone who never knew what they wanted And I've seen some other people who are nothing like you That's probably why it works, and why it never could I'm holding on to nothing, don't know how to let it go So even if it's out of my control I try to explain you to myself But you never seem to sound right No matter how I try to explain you to myself I hold you close Tell me the memories that you miss the most I loved you fully but I'm growing up now I loved you fully but fully means more now I've seen some other people who are nothing like you That's probably why it works, and why it never could I'm holding on to nothing, don't know how to let it go So even if it's out of my control I try to explain you to myself But you never seem to sound right No matter how I try to explain you to myself You never seem to sound right No matter how I try to explain you to myself You never seem to sound right No matter how I try to explain you to myself You never seem to sound right You never seem to sound right You never seem to sound right You never seem to sound right You never seem to sound right