Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this I am not okay And they say maybe I should learn a little thing about depression Like crying to a stranger's gonna help me with progression And I don't wanna take it, I don't wanna learn my lesson All I really want is just the love and the affection And they don't understand a single word that I am saying All they wanna do is put me on some medication It's hard for me to open up, it's hard for me to say shit Writing all this music's like my form of meditation And ooh, ooh, they come to take me away again They're controlling me and all my friends I've got this feeling and I can't pretend Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this I am not okay Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this I am not okay So I thought, what's the point in trying if I cannot find a reason? I'm lying to myself, I got a problem with believing Believing in the good, I know my face can be deceiving Cause I've been trying to hide that I've been falling off the deep end We're posting happy photos like we had to different places Ride and take me back to this from when we're on vacation Doesn't help me feel this hole of loneliness I'm facing Like 20 likes are supposed to boost to be the one salvation And ooh, ooh, they come to take me away again They're controlling me and all my friends I've got this feeling and I can't pretend Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this I am not okay Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this I am not okay Why am I so damn lonely?