I loved that girl, and yet I betrayed her I was hurt, heavy when it's over I know I hate her now, and another one writes to her But there's a demon that screams, no one can hear it I've seen things that I don't tell you because I don't need them I don't boast about the shit I've taken since I was a kid And I have to make choices to change my present But there are many squalors, and I'll think about it Sick for money, like you for the coke Of the guy that you try it, and then you want more The girl changes, but in the heart there's only one The suit changes, but my person won't change I've seen friends that get lost for a whore And I won't be fooled by Judah's kisses I've seen friends that get lost in a card Like it was their life, it depended on a virtue I work a lot until I get to the point that I won't do anything anymore because the others will do it for me They fucked me up several times, but I understood that You have to fall so that later you'll come back as a king My mother is still worried because I'm 18 And I gave up school because I can't find myself I have dead relatives for human drugs And she doesn't want it to end the same way Now tell me that you love me And I know that you think about me, but you don't look for me How many things don't you know? A thousand failures to make progress I'm out of trouble, they're out of me And after what I've done, you don't trust me And the word was not right at the end Now I have to go on even without you I didn't think about school, I thought about making money I have a life alone and I have to choose quickly But I don't have time if you lose it because I can't do it I know she doesn't understand me, but she only imagines I did it for more than a year with her who was next to me I remember I was happy when I got the contract I wanted to give you what no one gave you Like to value you, but I wasn't big The nights with the pen while I cry, how can I do it? I know you think I'm strong, but I'm not at all You know I'll fight just to find peace I don't come back with the bill, I don't stay hungry I was wandering in Duomo, I didn't go into those shops My relatives don't talk, they prefer money I came back home, I saw my mom with tears in her eyes Then in the hospital to fight against two tumors Now tell me what you do And I know you think of me, but you don't look for me How many things you don't know A thousand failures to make progress I'm out of trouble, they're out of me And after what I've done, you don't trust me And the word was not right at the end Now I have to go on even without you Now tell me what you do And I know you think of me, but you don't look for me How many things you don't know A thousand failures to make progress I'm out of trouble, they're out of me And after what I've done, you don't trust me And the word was not right at the end Now I have to go on even without you Now tell me what you do How many things you don't know How many things you don't know