Sometimes I be wishin' all back to my old life
I know you been hurtin', I know I ain't try to tell you things be all right
If I die right now, would you even care what you try to say in my life?
I know I went down for you, but I promise I care for you
I got you, it's all right
It was so hard when you stuck in them trenches if I didn't have it, I had to go get it
They tell me one day I'ma make it, but out of this, I know God ain't forgivin'
So I'm stuck in this lifestyle, need my own friends right now
And I know that we cut each other so deep, but I still need you right now
You said you loved me, you didn't, you said forever I miss
And I just keep thinkin' one day we gon' break up
We gon' fix it, but I know the feeling's missin'
And I would let it get this far
I wanna leave you, but I need you, cause I love too hard
Everything was perfect, was it worth it? You made us fall apart
Never trust a soul, all of my feelings gone
They say that they got me, I know that they don't
Said they gon' be here, but they won't
I gave them all, I took a few L's
My brother died for them shells, wish I could bring them back and take myself
I wishin' that it was the way it used to be
Ain't had to worry about all of this fate, Lord, it's so new to me
I was down when nobody was
And this what you do to me
Should've peed out of bad vibes
And I know we had bad times, but you can't keep foolin' me
Sometimes I be wishin' all back to my old life
I know you been hurtin', I know I ain't gotta tell you things be alright
If I die right now, would you even care?
Would you try to save my life?
I know I went down for you, but I promise I care for you
I got you, it's alright
It was so hard, we was stuck in them trenches
If I didn't have it, I had to go get it
They tell me one day I'ma make it, but out of this *, I know God ain't forgivin'
So stuck in this lifestyle, need my own friends right now
And I know that we cut each other so deep, but I still need you right now
Everyone counted me out, I was down, I was out, you was right along with him
Tryna figure it out, I ain't fit in, needed to vent, couldn't call you to listen
Left live scars on my heart, told you my love was hard from the start
From the start, I was choppin' all cards, where was love when I had it hard?
I've been at it all day, choppin' till it's all straight
He took a shot of metal to the face, this 40 gon' rock a fella like Jay
Talkin' about love, you lied to my face, so
Tryna tell me what I needed, yeah, what I needed, here's the truth
When I couldn't see him, he get up and go
From you, tell me you done with me and I'm through
And I know it be toxic, but I just can't stop it
So I'm just keep draggin' me into you
And I know it be toxic, but I just can't stop it
So I'm just keep draggin' me into you
Sometimes I be wishin' on back to my old life
I know you been hurt, and I know I ain't there to tell you things be alright
If I'm down right now, would you even care? Would you try to save my life?
I know I went down for you, but I promise I care for you
I got you, it's alright
You were so hard, you stuck in them trenches
If I didn't have you, I wouldn't be here
If I didn't have you, I had to go get it
They told me one day I'ma make it, but out of this *, I know God ain't forgivin'
So stuck in this lifestyle, need my own friends right now
And I know that we cut each other so deep, but I still need you right now