It's barely been a year since you went and cut me loose
I used to wait up for your call,
staring at the wall
No,
it wasn't easy,
you wouldn't have believed me
If I said I'd start feeling strong
There was no one there to hold me
So I made friends with lonely,
and that's when I started moving on
I thought I was through with this letting go
But when I see you, I ain't even close
I do my best not to let it show
You used to have a hold on me,
you were gravity But then you gave me so much space,
thought I'd suffocate
But now I'm breathing easy,
wouldn't have believed me If I said it'd just take some time
I built up my defenses,
it's like I can sense it Before you even cross my mind
I thought I was through with this letting go But when I see you,
I ain't even close
I do my best not to let it show
You were the drug, I already quit
Just a little bit
It still hurts, just a little bit
I know that it's gonna fade,
just not today I thought I was through with this letting go
But when I see you,
I ain't even close I do my best not to let it show