Only God can judge me, nobody else All you other motherfuckers get out of my business Perhaps I was blind to the facts Stabbed in the back, I couldn't trust my own hopes It's a bunch of dirty facts, will I succeed? Paranoid from the weed And hocus pocus, try to focus but I can't see And in my mind I'm a blind man doing time Look to my future cause my past is all behind me Is it a crime to fight for what is mine? Everybody's dying, tell me what's the use in trying? I've been trapped since birth, cautious cause I'm cursed And fantasies of my family and I hurt And they say it's the white man I should fear But it's my own kind doing all the killing here I can't lie, ain't no love for the other side Jealousy inside, make em wish I died Oh my lord, tell me what I'm living for Everybody's dropping, got me knocking on heaven's door And all my memories of seeing brothers bleed And everybody crease, but still nobody sees Let your, let your thoughts don't get caught up in the mix Cause the media is full of dirty tricks Only God can judge me Only God can judge me Only God can judge me Only God can judge me Only God can judge me Only God can judge me Only God can judge me Only God can judge me Only God can judge me Flatline I hear the doctor standing over me Screaming I can make it, got a body full of bullet holes Laying here naked still I can't breathe Something's evil in my IV Cause every time I breathe I think they killing me I'm having nightmares, homicidal fantasies I wake up strangling, dangling my bed sheets I call a nurse cause it hurts to reminisce How did it come to this? I wish they didn't miss Somebody help me, tell me where to go from here Cause even thugs cry, but do the Lord care Trying to remember but it hurts So I'm walking through the cemetery talking to the dirt I'd rather die like a man than live like a coward There's a ghetto up in heaven and it's ours Black power is what we scream as we dream In a paranoid state and our fate is a lifetime of hate Dear mama, can you save me? And * peace cause the streets got our lay bags We gotta eat, no more hesitation Each and every black male's trapped And they wonder why we're suicidal running round strapped Mr. Onis, please try to see that it's a million motherfuckers dressing just like me Only God can judge me That which does not kill me can only make me stronger I don't see why everybody feel as though they gotta tell me how to live my life So let me live, baby, let me live Pac, I feel ya, keep serving it on the realer For instance, say a player hating Martins, I'll have to kill ya Would you be wrong if a bucket of nigga took the pavement? He gon' get me first if I don't get him, fool, start praying Ain't no such thing as self-defense in the court of law So judges, when we get to where we're going, we're in the cross That's real, got him, lit him, crept the * up on him Sold a half a million tapes, now everybody want him After talking behind my back like a bitch would Telling them niggas you could fade a punk, I wish you would It'd be them same motherfuckers in your face That'll rush up in your place to get your sake Knowing you on that paper chase with brass, glass, big screen and leather couch My new * is so fetty, I already sold a Kia Ounce Bitch, remember Tupac and Fote? Them same two brothers dodging bullets representing the Bay Pac, when you was locked down, that's when I'd be around Start climbing up the trunk, so sick, but they tried to clown That's why they ride the bandwagon, still be draggin', telling lies Don't think I don't see you haters, I know y'all in disguise Guess you figure you know me cause I'm a thug That letter hit the night night club, traced them puns Been living lavish like a player all day Now I'm bout to floss them off, play a * with Fote Only God can judge me, only God can judge me Only God, man * everybody else Man, look My only fear of death is coming back to this bitch reincarnated in me Echo the homie mental We about Only God can judge me now