Information tidal wave
Gotta put the phone away
And look up at this pretty place
But bad habits are hard to break
Everyone get what I want
Wondering if I did something wrong
And I know I'm not the only one Who's dizzy from comparison
And I know it's no good,
it's unhealthy But everyone here looks so lovely
Yeah,
self-deprecation is ugly I'm a monster that flames,
so don't judge me
Cause I'm already doing it Worse than I want to admit
Constantly excusing it I'm the one who's fueling it
Addict and I've got to quit Before this * is permanent
None of this is elegant Heavy it is delicate
And I'm so good at hiding it Ultraviolet
Been out of my body since I was a kid I
did a lot of things I wish I never did
When you're fifteen years old and emancipated
Fifteen years later still trying to forgive
And I know it's no good,
it's unhealthy But everyone here looks so lovely
Yeah,
self-deprecation is ugly I'm a monster that flames,
so don't judge me
Cause I'm already doing it Worse than I want to admit
Constantly excusing it I'm the one who's fueling it
Addict and I've got to quit Before this * is permanent
None of this is elegant Heavy it is delicate
And I'm so good at hiding it Ultraviolet
Ultraviolet Ultraviolet
Ultraviolet Ultraviolet
Ultraviolet Ultraviolet
Information tidal wave
Gotta put the phone away
And look up at this pretty place God,
it's such a pretty place