I'm so tired,
but I can never sleep woke up crying from another dream.
I've seen this one before
He leaves me at the door
Broken record watch you run away.
I would never say it,
but I want you to say I see the warning signs
ignore them every time
Got a bad days
better.
Only in a crowded room, only one I want is you.
You're losing all control.
Watch
the color leaving from your face,
promising it won't always be this way.
I wish I could
pretend that I could trust again.
One foot in and the other foot out,
cause I'm too scared.
If I jump, I jump.
We've been trying not to hit the ground,
but what comes up must come down.
My paranoid is walking the tightrope.
Holding on to the
illusion of control.
Underneath the flower moon,
wishing you could see the view.
Trying to keep it all together,
but we both know I'm not getting any better.
Lonely in a crowded room,
only one I want is you.
It's so hard being hardwired,
voices in my head conspired.
Telling me you're such a liar,
spreading like wildfire.
It's so hard being hardwired,
voices in my head conspired.
Telling me you're such a liar,
spreading like wildfire.
I've been up for three nights,
with my head and my heart in a fistfight.