I'm tryna find a way to cope with the pain
Find a way to cope with the pain
I think everything is better in a Ryan
I think everything is better in a Ryan
I'm tryna cope but I can't
I found a way to cope with the pain
I think everything is better in a Ryan
I still give a *, yeah
And realistically, I don't think I'm ever gonna
I blow down marijuana, smoke
I never asked for this *, I hope you know that
And I hope you know that every * thing you gave me, I kept
How about a monster that just stops?
My heart hanging on my chest
I'm sorry for all the stress
And I'm sorry my life been a mess
But enough said
How come I gotta wake up when I be dead?
Let it just end, no, I'm just gonna keep on getting more paid
And lately, I've been thinking about changing
Then I realized only one thing ain't changing
If I said I love you, I was just playing
Honestly, I think I'm crazy
And I don't know how to make conversation
But I hope that you know that I'm sorry
You can put my song on your playlist or something
Dear, I hope you find whatever the * it is that you're looking for
I know you never come back
Claim to be an easy person
But I just wish you would've told me it could be this hard
See, loving you is like this perfect magic
Never-ending alternate reality
Where we can just get high and act like nothing's really happening
And every day I miss you and I hate it when you're mad at me
If loving you's a war, I guess my heart is just a casualty
And what are hearts for if all they ever do is break?
And I just wish that I could sleep
I * hate this
And what's the ending to this story?
And do I define my fate?
And will I ever be on time?
Or will I always just be late?
I don't know
I just hope we both learn better ways to cope with the pain
Everything look better in the rain
Everything look better in the rain
I think everything look better in the rain
I think everything look better in the rain