Don't know what's left to say Hold on, I think that I'm about to break I got a couple different devils, they all coming my way I could be with you for now, but please don't ask me to stay I've been dreaming of the day, don't know why I ran away And I don't know what I'm trying to say Well, I know, but I don't know exactly how I should say it I wrote a song for you, I watched, waiting for you to just play it I hate myself, I hate my life, and I don't like conversation But I'm so happy that you're with me today I never felt so amazing, really, thank you for staying I never believed in anything, but thank you for praying And my addictions, I'd know just from the shit I'm portraying Disregard all the shit things I said And pick the pretty parts about all the words that were cut It's been a minute since I died, and now I think that I slept I could never sleep, and I could never get out of bed I just said, please, just don't let me drown Even if I ask you to, even if I have to do this I don't really know how You got me drinking by myself I've lost my mind, and I can't tell How I make something so beautiful into a living I said, you got a big problem, cause I can't do a little And everybody's saying, go to rehab, they don't get it I'm not addicted to these drugs, but I got other addictions I'm just addicted to this feeling, I can't find it, not missing I walked the path to Babylon and didn't find shit Just me staring at me, telling me that I don't know shit I was on my knees staring at a herald of sin I don't think I'll ever lose, but I don't think I could win All this pain can be so pretty when it's covered in walk And I like being so hurt that I don't even talk Wanna play it, it's a gamble, but you're losing a lot And when you run out of that paper, someone's taking your spot Said, this life could be amazing, or this life could be great Well, if that's true, I cannot live, cause all I feel is this pain So I think I need something, don't need feelings tonight And I think I need something, something to fill the void Said, please, just don't let me drown Even if I ask you to, even if I have to do this I don't really know how You got me drinking by myself I've lost my mind and I can't tell How I make something so beautiful into a living hell