always always always wear a condom don't trust me hey jane we got the news and i know what to do
i didn't panic i was comforting you still in shock but damn delayed response is this really
true if it was bound to happen to me i'm lucky it's you hey jane your hair long and your legs
long and we could both relate to the fact that our dad's gone couple good qualities on you you
could pass on you're not dumb and your face good and your head strong look hey jane i know my mom
will be excited as hell i know your mom will be excited as well the people talk so let's pretend
we ain't got no one to tell i know our exes want to see us in hell this ain't about them no this
ain't about kinfolk this all decision with a small window i want to jump out but if you want to stay
in the room i cannot bug out time blocking the driveway i cannot pull out now i didn't pull out
wow i'm disappointed in me this ain't like me how could i be reckless this ain't my lifestyle never
had no skin in my life till now ain't in the space to raise no goddamn child hey jane i'm
terrified petrified i don't want to give my freedom up or sanitize it this is my fault
the results are justified i * up i'm stressed out i'm dead inside but hey jane who am i to come
bitch and complain you gotta deal with all the mental and the physical change all the heaviest
emotions and the physical pain just to get a kid the man last name * that our resumes unmet the
bus stopped that light we ain't making to love yet took a shortcut to forever i'm upset because
we was in the back no strings with our tongues wet we haven't
boat tripped we haven't argued we still learning each other i don't know all you and you don't
know all me how am i to live with that is not a good foundation to have kids with or maybe it is
maybe it's not just not yet maybe this is a blessing in disguise not a regret look jane
it's your choice at the end of the day just know i support either way no question
hey t we got the news and i forgot how to breathe in the panic you was comforting me
damn what do we do what are the odds is this really true if it was bound to happen to me
i'm lucky it's you hey t your legs long and your waist thin and we could both relate to the fact
we got great skin you're not dumb and your energy is a good mood a little weird but overall you's a
good dude hey t how would you feel if we kept it a secret it's a voice inside me begging to keep
i'm 35 and my ovaries might not reset i don't want to live my whole life
feeling regret damn a feeling you can never understand you just hope to god i get my period
again i was 24 and look i don't want to go through that experience again hey t things happen no one
is wrong but i don't need to stress i could do this alone my mom did it your mom did it this
ain't a pride thing this is more i prefer to have peace of mind thing i got my own bread i don't
need you to buy things because my needs don't include your money and status i can move back
to london and avoid any static between us no need to make
it hard like a callus too much on your palate this is really dramatic for me i could raise it
by myself i'm dramatic you see pushing people out my life is a habit i see can you crack a window so
i could breathe hey t i'm scared too i am too it was so hard for me to tell you to tell truth
i ain't want to tell me i look in that mirror like damn i failed me i'm scared to tell my mama
scared to tell my scared all the people who don't know us in our business scared of all the
advice and my intuition scared of not knowing but too scared to make decisions i said i wouldn't do
this again it's a lose if i lose lil bruh in the end and it's a lose lose if i lose you as a friend
i've been losing myself it ain't no one to defend me i got a mini version of myself living in me
you pulling out your hair i walk around in a frenzy i'm feeling no resentment anytime you
get near me my body has a clock and i don't know what the end be emotions is throwing
around like a frisbee my titties getting bigger and i'm craving a ten piece
no matter the decision today i just want us to be cool either way no pressure