* it, I just wanna talk to you
No more holding back
I'm feeling pretty good right now
Yeah, cause everything I've ever wanted is within my reach
But I've gotta be impeccable whenever I speak
I shouldn't act like I'm a shepherd a step ahead of the blind sheep
But better yet
I should never let my pain or my anger define me
Let me share a little something from pages that I read
If you're able to let go, you'll be able to find peace
It's time that I dive deep into my ID
And share it in a live feed over my IG
See, I had somebody asking me why I preach
I'm just trying to help the people in the fight like me
And I'm proud of all the hearts and the heights I've reached
It was doubt from the start, but now that my life's sweet
All these clowns from my past wanna bite my peach
These wise guys even tried to occupy my seat
Again, I'm feeling pretty good right now
Guess I'm horrified at all the sights I see
I speak truth, so they try to disqualify my speech
I wanna squash the rotten lies with the mic I squeeze
And in five minutes, I can homicide five beats
If rap's been modernized, repacked and modified
I wonder what am I considered in modern times
I know I sound a little jaded, but bottom line is
If I wanna ask a question, I think you'll find that it's not a crime
I know better than to cater to my ego
Yeah, I know better than to let it win
And ever since, I've been trying to shed its skin
I've learned I can only be as great as the space
That my head is in
And so I meditate, cause meditation's my medicine
When I sit silently, the light in me is never dim
And I'd be lying if I said I've been enlightened
But while I'm being honest, I'm more conscious than I've ever been
A lot of work to do, and see I'm far from perfect
But at least I'm awake, leaping for faith
And at least I'm not using weed to seek an escape
Now you could call me cliche, but it's easier each day
I'm trying to get used to loving life with a sober mind
But when I'm sober, you'll find I go into overdrive
That's when I've gotta go inside myself
And gotta close my eyes
Be still and let emotions rise
And most of the time I let the battle scars beat me
Maybe cause I still self-sabotage weakly
Or cause I have a past that I feel deeply
I wonder if I'll ever let go of it completely
So if you haven't noticed, my head is hectic
It's really no surprise that I've always second-guessed it
I don't think that life can be measured by a metric
And so I'm grateful for the lessons that I've been blessed with
Though you held me up, done bad ACTUALLY
But don't you think I should make that transition?
When I look back, you add up
Baby you're in my head
When I don't see you, I stay awake


I know how it feels




I can make it
Yeah fast, I can make it
Thank you.